I have often said that I am a wanna-be runner, I start, and I think this time I am going the distance, this time I am going to run, and get the endurance to run for miles, and then I give up, or get distracted. A few months ago, way back in July-ish my Aunt Suzie told me she was running a half-marathon in October, she pressured my sister and I into it and against our better judgment we signed up. At first we followed our training schedule to the letter, and then a couple weeks in Kait fell on one of our runs, and hurt her knee, we took a little time off from training, but found out that even rest wasn't going to heal it, eventually she knew she couldn't run the race we were pretty bummed. I kept going, but then 15 credits of upper division classes, mixed with work, and planning my best friends wedding came into play and my time to train was seriously limited. I did my best and went for short runs when i could.
It got down to the weeks leading up to the race and the most common question I got was, "what's your longest run?" Uh... 6 miles. This answer was usually looked at as far from sufficient, but I remained positive and was realistic about the task in front of me. The week of the race came, and with life pushing and pulling me i got one, one mile run in.
Friday I was going down to Provo to meet my Aunt and sleep over for the night, I started to get a little nervous, wondering if I should back out. Then i thought why? I can do this, i have always wanted to run a half-marathon and injuries and total lack of time had taken that from me, but now i am signed up and i am doing this!
So 5:00 A.M. my alarm went off, I got dressed, put my Mockingjay pin on, braided my hair like Katniss, and laced up my running shoes. (oh did i not mention it was the Provo Halloween Half, and you are supposed to dress up) Suzie wore a cat hat and a tail, we headed out into the freezing dark morning to the meet up with the buses. Once we were one the bus, there was no turning back, we were let out at the Sundance resort, and then were made to walk up this steep hill in the dark, not cool. I kept thinking to myself, this is like the beginning of a horror movie! haha we don't know where they are taking us in the dark, maybe it was the dark, the cold, or my total lack of sleep that made me think that, but i won't pretend i wasn't nervous.
We got up to the holding tent at about 6:30, the race didn't start until 9, i still have no idea why they made us wait around for that long before the race but we did, it was so fun to see every one's costumes. Some people were crazy running in masks, with heavy props, wigs, makeup, some people really got into it was a fun atmosphere.
At 9:30 it was time for our wave, we lined up at the starting line, and they sent us off. The first half mile is a steep down hill, you are pretty much forced to run, and the decline is killer on the knees. Suz and I stayed together, down the frigged but beautiful Provo canyon for about the first four miles and then i headed out on my own pace. I was so focused on my run and my pace that i didn't dare to put my headphones in and ruin my groove. haha. I kept a solid pace slowly making my way past people here, getting passed by people there. I was so content, more relaxed then i ever have been on a run. The route took us right passed Bridal Veil Falls, I had never seen it before and it was gorgeous.
At mile seven i couldn't believe how good i felt, i kept running, not having stopped yet, at mile eight they, so sweetly, threw in an incline, so up the hill I went for a mile, and saw the pacers for the 3 hour 1/2 and I knew i was shooting for under three hours so i hurried past them and to widen the gap between me and 3 hours. At the top of the hill we had to turn back around and come back down it. I hadn't stopped yet, I kept telling myself positive things in the rhythm of my steps, and it wasn't until mile 10 that the pain started setting in.
At mile 10 i felt a blister forming on the pad of my left foot, that was a long mile. I hit eleven and people were cheering, "you only have 2 miles left!" so i thought why would i stop running now, two miles is nothing, but those last two miles were the longest of my life! The pain, the aches, the heat, the total lack of sleep, but i kept going, kept running, kept chanting positive mantras to myself.
My watch ended up being off by about .27of a mile, so when i thought i had hit mile 12, according to my watch i was pumped, then when i finally saw the mile 12 sign i thought i might break down, but i shook it off and hoped i could see the finish line soon! No such luck, it was tucked away, never to be seen! Half a mile left, there are these two cute old people with cow bells telling me i am almost there. haha i laughed, that's what those blasted 11 mile people told me! I saw the sign, 13, only .10 to go, I am going, and then I see the the finish line and the pacer stops and says go! And I don't know how I did it, but I sprinted as fast as I could to the end, got my medal, held onto anything I could find for support, and found somewhere to sit and stretch and call my parents.
I had done it, I had run the whole thing in under 2:30, with extremely minimal training, and it was a big old check off my bucket list, i am still on a high from it, my body on the other hand hates me right now, but it will get over it! I had so much fun, my Aunt Suz, came in just about 10 minutes after me.
It was such a good experience for me, the wanna-be runner to be able to do something I never really thought I could do, but have always wanted. Sweet victory.
October 28, 2012
October 13, 2012
Wedding Weekend
Shanda and I have been friends since junior high, but we didn't become best friends until we started going to mission prep together a couple of years ago. She was waiting for Kenton, and I for Phill. We became pretty much inseparable, and did all kinds of crazy things together from hikes, to mud runs, to talking pretty much non-stop about the men in our lives, we helped each other through some of our toughest trials. It was my greatest pleasure, delight, joy, all other positive adjectives to see her marry Kenton this weekend! She is amazing, and she deserves the best, I am so blessed to have her has a friend.
Shanda and Kenton were sealed on a beautifully rainy day, October 12th, in the Salt Lake City Temple. Before the sealing, there was a luncheon at Christopher's Prime Steakhouse, it was delicious! Alisha and Michelle fell in love with one of the waiters, Nick, so we purposefully drank unhealthy amounts of lemonade to get him to come back to our table, it was hilarious.
While everyone was the the temple we watched three of Shanda's nieces, they were so cute! The rain miraculously stopped when they came out of the temple. Shanda was glowing in her beautiful white dress, and Kenton looked the happiest I have ever seen him. (In the five months that I have actually known him!)
Best friends...She knows she loves us.
Today they had their reception at Lomond View Gardens, it was beautiful! It didn't rain on us, we only froze a little...okay a lot. It was cold, but we had an amazing time celebrating Shanda and Kenton!
It's crazy what time can do, I'm going to miss our crazy single girl adventures, but I have a feeling there are a lot of other fun adventures heading our way!
Congratulations to an incredible couple!
September 30, 2012
September is Over???
Where did September go?!? Where did I go? I fell off the blog-o-sphere apparently, sorry non-existent followers, you must have been so devastated. No? September was an amazing month full of unbelievable stress, and to equal the stress came a lot of blessings. Happy moments, I know I say this a lot, I think it's because I need constant reminding, but there is ALWAYS a positive to be found. I have been struggling a lot lately, I think I have exhaled harshly out of pure frustration at least 10,000 times in the last week. Even writing this post I find myself breathing deeply and trying to focus on all that has gone right this month as opposed to all that has gone wrong.
My only other post for this month was all about the beauty of September in Utah, well this post probably won't be much different! In the last few weeks I have been able to do some pretty amazing things! Annnd, I have pictures, everyone knows that makes posts much more enjoyable!
The first of many happies this month was the birth of Mary Olivia Brandley, she is the daughter of Becca and Louis, Phill's older brother and sister-in-law. She came into the world on September 22, on the first day of fall! I was so blessed to be able to be in Logan already for my cousin Lauren's wedding, I was able to go see Mary the day she was born. She is beautiful, I am, one of those crazy girls who "Ooo's" and "Awe's" at babies, what can I say? I was in awe at the beautiful spirit that Mary had, it was such a gift to be with Becca and Louis to watch their love for her. I fully intend on being her real Aunt one day, but I already claim her, and her big sister Avery as mine!
On Friday, my friend Shanda and I took a hike up beautiful Logan Canyon, to the Wind Caves! This was a new hike for both of us, and I wish I would have known how narrow the trail was, because I wouldn't have taken Indy. She kept falling of the trail, ha. It sounds hilarious when I say it now, but it was intense! But the end result was awesome, mixed in with the Autumn leaves it was a beautiful day for a hike!
Beautiful view out of the back of the Cave! For a person terrified, and I mean pathetically terrified of heights the back of the cave is where it was at for me I didn't venture very far in. haha. It is what it is!
such an amazing year for leaves! Last year we got totally screwed, there was no fall, it went from summer to winter. Lame. So i am so thankful that this year we have the real deal!
This is me as promised, standing cowardly at the back of the cave... i just know if i would have stepped one foot closer to the edge i was gonna fall off. It's totally rational don't worry about it.
My only other post for this month was all about the beauty of September in Utah, well this post probably won't be much different! In the last few weeks I have been able to do some pretty amazing things! Annnd, I have pictures, everyone knows that makes posts much more enjoyable!
The first of many happies this month was the birth of Mary Olivia Brandley, she is the daughter of Becca and Louis, Phill's older brother and sister-in-law. She came into the world on September 22, on the first day of fall! I was so blessed to be able to be in Logan already for my cousin Lauren's wedding, I was able to go see Mary the day she was born. She is beautiful, I am, one of those crazy girls who "Ooo's" and "Awe's" at babies, what can I say? I was in awe at the beautiful spirit that Mary had, it was such a gift to be with Becca and Louis to watch their love for her. I fully intend on being her real Aunt one day, but I already claim her, and her big sister Avery as mine!
On Friday, my friend Shanda and I took a hike up beautiful Logan Canyon, to the Wind Caves! This was a new hike for both of us, and I wish I would have known how narrow the trail was, because I wouldn't have taken Indy. She kept falling of the trail, ha. It sounds hilarious when I say it now, but it was intense! But the end result was awesome, mixed in with the Autumn leaves it was a beautiful day for a hike!
Beautiful view out of the back of the Cave! For a person terrified, and I mean pathetically terrified of heights the back of the cave is where it was at for me I didn't venture very far in. haha. It is what it is! such an amazing year for leaves! Last year we got totally screwed, there was no fall, it went from summer to winter. Lame. So i am so thankful that this year we have the real deal!

This is me as promised, standing cowardly at the back of the cave... i just know if i would have stepped one foot closer to the edge i was gonna fall off. It's totally rational don't worry about it.
Shanda is much more brave than i am, she had the brilliant idea to walk across the arch and take a picture. So walk she did, all calm and cool and awesome. Observe:
And then there is me... oh yes i most certainly did crawl, and only made it half way. haha. Such a pansy. Shanda thought it was hilarious i crawled, ergo the photo of my humiliating assent. BUT I did do it...so *self high-five!*
The last day of September entailed on of my all time favorite traditions. Chili Dinner in Ogden Canyon. We have been doing it for 20+ years, we honestly don't know how long it's been going on, but we do it without fail and i love it! (these photos are not so great, i forgot my real camera. fail.)
| Indy and dad got all tangled up! |
I love my family! Hope you all had an amazing September too!
Happy October!
September 10, 2012
September Bonus
I have been a bit of a blogging failure lately, but life has handed me a bucket or two of lemons over the past couple of months, and I'll be honest i got a little tired of making lemonade...But, September is my all time favorite month! It always has been, and i honestly don't know why, because there are no major events that make September particularly special. Lately though, I've been dealt a few sweet cards, that have brought me so much peace. If you know me, you'll know i am passionate about nature. I am always looking at the mountain, or sky. Since September started it's been a nature stalker's gold mine;) Observe:
Pretty Amazing right!?! I love Utah, i love it even more so in the Fall! September has been pretty sweet so far, the perks didn't stop at the scenery!
On Saturday my Aunt Natalie was puppy sitting seven 3 week old Schnauzer puppies, so we went to visit. Aren't they adorable! let's be honest puppies are just the greatest! who can be upset when you're surrounded by a bunch of puppies! Later that Saturday i was able to go up to Pickleville playhouse with some of Phill's siblings and see the Hanging of Juanito Bandito. Not going to lie it was the funniest thing i have ever seen. (sorry no pictures.)
Sunday we were visited by 3 of my favorite crazies:
These cuties are getting so big! I can't believe Ethan is getting baptized in a couple of weeks, Derrick is in first grade, and Lia is starting pre-school! They definitely have a way of making my day!
Phill only has 3 months left, I've heard the last three months are the hardest, and so far no one has lied to me...it's been crazy hard, but we're getting there. So chin up!
Final perk that has been a part of September is i changed my hair for fall! As vain or superficial as it may sound, i LOVE getting my hair done. haha. it's a little ridiculous. I went darker for fall, and it's a welcome change:)
On Saturday my Aunt Natalie was puppy sitting seven 3 week old Schnauzer puppies, so we went to visit. Aren't they adorable! let's be honest puppies are just the greatest! who can be upset when you're surrounded by a bunch of puppies! Later that Saturday i was able to go up to Pickleville playhouse with some of Phill's siblings and see the Hanging of Juanito Bandito. Not going to lie it was the funniest thing i have ever seen. (sorry no pictures.)
Sunday we were visited by 3 of my favorite crazies:
These cuties are getting so big! I can't believe Ethan is getting baptized in a couple of weeks, Derrick is in first grade, and Lia is starting pre-school! They definitely have a way of making my day!
Phill only has 3 months left, I've heard the last three months are the hardest, and so far no one has lied to me...it's been crazy hard, but we're getting there. So chin up!
Final perk that has been a part of September is i changed my hair for fall! As vain or superficial as it may sound, i LOVE getting my hair done. haha. it's a little ridiculous. I went darker for fall, and it's a welcome change:)
There you have it, 2 weeks of my crazy beautiful life!
August 26, 2012
Those 10 days of Summer
Why is it that time never does what we want? that old time cliche that time flies when you're having fun, is cold hard truth. I finished up my summer semester, and had 10 whole days to prepare for the upcoming fall semester. oh boy. The day i took my last final, my family and i headed up to Bear Lake for a few days of beachy bliss. (even though we never went to the beach.) We got up there late Wednesday night and got settled in our cute condo in Harbor Village, of course we kicked off your mini vacation with a good long run of M*A*S*H episodes, because that's what we do. The next day we had to drop by the pharmacy, because Ben got his wisdom teeth out and had gotten an infection, the meds took a little while to be called in, so while we were waiting the in truck, Ben discovered a random piece of chalk rolling around on the floor and so we took it upon ourselves to use it the best we could:
After Ben was done, dad gave it a whirl, he got so close to getting up, but sucked in too much water and had to take a break. I was hoping to attempt wake boarding later in the day, but the water got too choppy to even attempt. Maybe next time! We all got to tube though, even mom got in the water which was shocking, because it was Shark week, and the woman hates deep water (because of the sharks;) but she did, because she's awesome like that. I loooved the tube, i seriously giggled like a 5 year old girl when i was on it, kind of embarrassing, i had not self control haha.
We boated for about 7 hours had lunch on the water and just had so much fun! Later that night we went and got pizza and then, of course, we watched more M*A*S*H!
Friday Morning, mom and dad had to go down to Logan to close on the new house they are buying. So that took a little chunk out of our day, we just kicked around town before going over to Pickleville playhouse for dinner and to see Forever Plaid. It was such a funny play, they did a great job putting it on.
We headed home Saturday, and packed a few things for the move. Sunday i taught my young women for the last time. I have been so blessed to have that calling, like any other calling in the church it's had it's ups and downs, but i truly loved serving those girls!
Monday we went to the Brigham City open house, it was seriously stunning! If you have time to go to the open house do it! Anyone can go:)
The rest of my short lived summer vacation was mainly spent packing and preparing for our move to grand ole plain city. I went to dinner with some friends and had a movie night with my cute friends Alisha and Shanda. All in all an all too short summer vacation. I head back to school tomorrow!
| We also outlined Ben's 6 pack that he has even when he's not flexing. punk. |
After that we headed off to the marina! We rented a boat, and i will not lie i was all sorts of excited because i had never been boating before. We all got in, and launched the boat, then we took off and cruised around the lake for about an hour before we got out the toys to play:) Ben strapped the wake board on and took off like a pro: | he was not a fan of the cold water;) |
We boated for about 7 hours had lunch on the water and just had so much fun! Later that night we went and got pizza and then, of course, we watched more M*A*S*H!
Friday Morning, mom and dad had to go down to Logan to close on the new house they are buying. So that took a little chunk out of our day, we just kicked around town before going over to Pickleville playhouse for dinner and to see Forever Plaid. It was such a funny play, they did a great job putting it on.
We headed home Saturday, and packed a few things for the move. Sunday i taught my young women for the last time. I have been so blessed to have that calling, like any other calling in the church it's had it's ups and downs, but i truly loved serving those girls!
Monday we went to the Brigham City open house, it was seriously stunning! If you have time to go to the open house do it! Anyone can go:)
The rest of my short lived summer vacation was mainly spent packing and preparing for our move to grand ole plain city. I went to dinner with some friends and had a movie night with my cute friends Alisha and Shanda. All in all an all too short summer vacation. I head back to school tomorrow!
Goodbye sweet summer...
August 1, 2012
We remain the same
Well, I can hardly believe it, but Phill has been gone 20 months as of today! It's indescribable how much our lives have changed while we've been apart, how much we've changed on our own and as a couple. But in all reality we are just as similar and as happy "together" as we were the day he left. We always joke that we can read each other's minds (which we pretty much can) These pictures are examples of things we have done in the last 20 months that were totally spontaneous, but remind me how perfect we are for each other:
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| January 2011: Still in love, obviously he's only been gone a month, but that's longer than some girls make it. haha. (i can't believe how young we look!) |
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| Rocking our matching Valentine's day shirts |
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| Pretending we can play these instruments...we each only know like one song. haha. |
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| Spending some time in the clink.... |
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| sometimes we take cool pictures of ourselves in mirrors. |
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| Enjoying Christmas Decorations in our local towns |
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| We both drove jeeps! (i still drive a jeep. score.) |
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| fashion gurus |
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| fine taste in beverages |
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| meditation |
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| Mustache March!!! 2012 |
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| freakishly large chairs |
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| hiking |
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| temple visits |
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| Still happy together! See you in 4 months:) |
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